Puh-ZAHW

Never leave your modem on in the rain. Literally. Especially after you just got cash from a part time gig cuz you'll be the one paying for anything electronic that needs replacing. At least that's how things work in our house.

Power board gets fried; "Nevermind mom, I'll take care of it."

Modem gets zapped; "I'll get a new one."

And no one ever even tries to talk me out of it D: Sheesh can't they just offer to help so I can feel appreciated at least? I'm fckin 19 damnit. AND I'm a student who only gets bigs money on his own on really good days.

Know what? Fuck it. I'm done gripping. Totally not gonna sink to some lowly level and start calling people douche bags. Lord knows how long I can hold out though.

O goodie, seems like the ROUTER was lightning fucked too. Am I supposed to pay for that too?

Pihaenggi.

I don't remember the last time I had so many things to want. Color printer. Chucks. Projector. Polaroid camera. New semester. Overseas education. The first few have got me seriously considering spending all the money I just got out of a month of work, but Mr. Back-of-head keeps telling me how I have to start saving up if I even wanna think about heading overseas for my final year of college. The possibility of that happening is horribly effin low but I can't help but think that it could very well happen at the same time. Maybe I've been listening to too many emo songs about how anything is possible. Some people fall ten storeys off a friggin building thinking they can fly and never live to tell about it don't they?

But I'll try anyway. I'd love to leave KC and see the outside for a bit. Perhaps even hop on all the way over to the US. Who knows? But what I do know is that if I ever get the chance to go, it'll be through my own efforts and my own money. Screw rich kids who get sent overseas only to fail and come back to mommy and daddy. I can make this happen. You'll see :D

Cash for reads.

Had to do a post about this thick black book I got today. A thick black book with a sooper smexy hard-cover at that. It was on sale at 30% off so I got to hug it all the way home for 140. Mom paid for the 80 and I forked out 50 so it's pretty cool.

4.99

I love how this cheap rubber thing keeps my usual tangle of wires look so neat :D That being the fact, it's japanese and I got it for only 4.99!

Sticking half of my salary in the bank. I don't wanna go "If only..." in the years to come.

O ya btw, anyone know how I can get a color printer for below 300 bucks? I was thinking of going for the photo printer but... we'll see.

1 month + 1.

There's a big chance that class will probably begin after september which means I'll still have a month to waste.  Can't imagine how boring things are gonna get with them being bad enough right now.

On a more joyful note, anyone feel like japanese?  Thinking of heading out for some japanese sometime this month just for the sake of treating myself to some overpriced eats haha.

Stop.

It's been 4 weeks now and I've had zero visits to my little wall of words.  Yes, I have been checking blog views for a while now and it seems like nobodies been here for a while now.

Bad day.  Overslept.  Ran car into another.

So I'll just spill everything that's been on my mind.

I like to feel as if I'm telling someone about something without doing the exact same thing.

I say I don't care about what other people think of me.

I don't care about how I look.

I couldn't care less what someone of the more fortunate looking crowd has to say about my lame hair.

But there are times.

When I wake up late into the day and can't seem to get anything right.

When I try but can't even do the simplest things right for people I call my parents.

When I make a mental list of my friends and find that I can't reach number five.

When I'm heading over to 98 for a drink and feel guilty for walking in shoes I couldn't get through my own wallet.

Go ahead.

Laugh at this skinny ass.

Laugh about who he is.

Laugh about what he is.

Laugh at how corny this post is.

I probably will someday.

Because that is what I am.

A sardonic hypocrite.

I had a bad day.

This phase will pass.

But now.

None of this is funny.

*blink*

Obsessed O8

Am I the only one who finds her eyes to die for?